I’m not exactly sure how to write about this…but mostly I’m thinking this is for journaling and not for blogging. Sometimes softly and silently, sometimes with a Rebel Yell and the cries of the dying. This is the thing that is killing me every single day. Which brings me to my expectations for how I can be a mom to far away children and children that aren’t really mine. All I ever wanted to do was be a mommy and a teacher. YBW remarks how much impact I have on these children simply by being in the same building with them each day. He’s always impressed when children come up to me in Wegmans or Target and start talking to me, “You’re at my school!” “I see you at lunch!” “You’re in the classroom now.” How happy I seem when I’m talking with and working with children. YBW is talking more and more about how great I am with children. I’m considering how to move forward with some but not all of these things. I’m working at prioritizing these things. What are my expectations for how I’ll earn money? I even got my ass in gear when it came to my degree program. I was offered a second part time position based on my skill set and how much I’m appreciated by the administration. I started a new part time job with the county schools. And for a girl with the desperate need to control what goes on around her, that was worst possible situation in which to be. Only it left me without any real direction. I was forced to slow my compulsion to control everything. I was forced to make life changes I’d been toying with. My brain edema really put certain things into perspective for me. But at this time, I think it’s all about my own expectations. This little red haired girl has been considering expectations for as long as I can remember. My last visit to my therapist was a conversation about expectations. I got an email this morning from a friend about expectations for his life in the coming year. YBW and I had a conversation Sunday about expectations. I believe the universe is speaking to me and I need to take some serious heed. Thank you (*after coupons and discounts are applied).I guess it’s that time of year, but I also believe it’s so much more than that too. Please check your junk mail if you have not received it. When packaged, all clients will receive email notification of the outgoing shipment with tracking. Most orders ship within 24 hours and all within 48 hours via US priority mail or First Class mail. Your privacy is protected and your info is never shared. Additionally, Disney has ended their contract so their will be no more Disney patterns once these are gone. LuLaRoe only prints a limited amount of each pattern so while we may have it in stock today it may be gone forever tomorrow. Want to sell your inventory? Email us your itemized list to for a quote. We buy from fashion consultants who no longer wish or have the time to be consultants. 30 day, no question returns for 100% refund + refunded shipping if new items ordered, or a full refund minus standard shipping fees paid, and if free shipping was applied, the standard fee will be deducted. LuLaRoe One Size OS Tall Curvy TC TC2 Tween Leggings on Sale and Up to 60%* Off! Amelia Adeline Ana Azure Carly Cassie Cici Classic Dani Gigi Irma Jill Julia Lindsay Lynnae Lucy Madison Mae Maxi Nicole Perfect Randy Sarah Sariah Scarlett Sloan on Sale up to 60%*Off! Holiday Valentines Christmas Disney Prints. LuLaroe Leggings Blowout Holiday Sale! First time customers may use coupon code FABULOUS while viewing your cart to save 10%.
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